I watched Oprah at 2 in the morning and I loved every minute.
I've been in a "what is it all about?" funk lately. I'm trying to figure out what makes me happy. Is it money? Is it others? Is it love? Is it my passions? Is it a combination of a few of those? Or maybe I'm looking outside, when I should look inside. Is it self acceptance? Its a start, thats for sure. Once I figure it out difinatively, I can go about making it happen.
I think its a combination of a lot of things that led up to this topic that has been occupying my thoughts the past few weeks. One of which is that I'll be graduating soon, and there'll be big changes in my life. And for some reason, it feels like that will be the first day of the rest of my life. As if nothing else can change from then on. My career path will be set in stone, and thats that. Which is of course, false.
Well, I'll meditate on it some more. In my nice, warm, bed. Complete with electric blanket. Turned up to maximum. Because its colder than a witch's tit here.
2/4/2003 03:28:31 AM
Monday, February 03, 2003
I went to an Improv show at the Fort Mason theatre tonight. Lots of a fun, and great animation reference.=) We went because our instructor was in the show, and invited us to come. It was competition of sorts, and unfortunately my animation instructor got eliminated pretty early on. So sad...=) But there were two real standouts that made me anxious to see what they'd come up with next. All in all, we had a good time, and I think I may have to come back again.
Otherwise, moms stopped by this morning to drop off some frozen, home made vietnamese goodies.=) They really help when I get home really late, and don't have energy to throw together something complicated. I can just cook up some rice and throw one of those puppies in the nuker and voila! Love that.
I vacuumed the room today and cleaned out some unneccessary stuff, so I feel my room is pretty much complete now. Sure, I need a mirror, but other than that, I'm good.
I got my Chuck Jones dvd 2 days ago, and I'm really glad I got it. Its a must for the aspiring animator, I've got to say. Previously only available on vhs.
I'll keep it short, and not neccessarily sweet, and end it here. Mainly because I'm really wanting to jump into bed right now...warm, inviting bed. Beautiful thing you.
2/3/2003 03:38:54 AM
