Well, here I am...the morning after. At school...at an ungodly hour. At least after staying out all night. We went here yesterday. It was cool, had fun...didn't make too much of a fool out of myself.=) Went with a couple of friends from the lab among others...and yeah, they've never seen me buzzin'. I'm certain they're gonna bust my butt about it next time I see 'em.
Afterwards, we split up, and Matt and I went to Denny's. I gotta say, food after a night out drinking, mayhem and debauchery is the most beautiful thing there is. Those Denny's seasoned fries with ranch...fuckin' heaven sent. I can still remember the taste right now...so good. And another thing, health concerns are thrown out the window on a night like that. We sat down with the menu and I just tried to find the "fattiest, most prone to clog an artery, most likely to make Richard Simmons squeal" burger I could find. Settled with the bacon cheddar burger. At the time, I was certain I make it through alrite and even get dessert at the end. Turns out I just finished those fabulous fries and half my burger.
It turns out, the second best thing after a night out, right after food, is sleep. On the way home, I was just hurting to get home to my warm bed and knock out. Got home around 4am, and Matt crashed on the ground.
I don't know what I was thinking scheduling an appointment with my counselor at 12pm today...that means I got up at 10:30 and went about the motions. I'm still kinda tired, and I sound like a frog from yelling all night. Just got something to munch, and now I'm getting down to work...and thats that.
10/12/2002 01:58:44 PM
Tuesday, October 08, 2002
Well, here I am in the lab with another 2 hours to kill. Nothing much going on man...on tuesdays, I have a class at 12-3, and one at 7-10, and that passing period is where I'm at. Already, I've gone out to eat when I wasn't even very hungry, went up to the library for roughly no reason at all, and bothered everyone I know in the lab...twice.
Wow...time passes slow when theres nothing to do.
But y'kno what? I kinda enjoy the feeling that there's nothing to do for a short time. Its sorta nice...just chill...people watch. Blog. Scratch my ass...go to the drinking fountain...shoot the shit. Yeah, its cool.
Someone is noticeably missing from the lab though...its linked to stuff that happened last week. I'll ring her tonite.
Shall I go bother some more?
I shall.
...be back later
10/8/2002 05:07:59 PM
Monday, October 07, 2002
The strangest things happen when I don't update. A lot has happened since Sept 28th...some good, some bad actually...I learned a whole lot more about a certain friend. I've gained a deeper insight into life around 30. I've been a good friend. And I've reestablished my optimism about my art.
All in a little over a week...
My mom came up today for a casual visit...well, for my mom, a casual visit means bringing me frozen home-cooked vietnamese food, bottled water, moon cake, and corn.=) She's a doting mother...yes, I'm spoiled in a way.=B She even took me to do my laundry on Noriega...and man, I appreciated that. Do you know how hot it was today? Imagine me lugging a fat laundry bag up and down hills on a day like today.
Will finally finished his game project of about 6 months. His reel is put together, and I met up with him at school today. No longer does he have this project looming over his head...and the change is completely noticeable. Just more relaxed...no more feeling guilty about having fun. More willing to hang around, for no reason at all...and be *gasp*, unproductive. He's in a good position with his work...right on for him.
You know...about being unproductive. Some people consider hanging out with friends, or having dinner, being unproductive. How do you feel? I've always looked at it as just another form of productivity. I'm cultivating and deepening friendships...and friends are very important to me. In fact, relationships with others is one of my big "MOL" points.
I'm being very "code-talky" today huh?=)
Sure, I've got a lot on my mind...you know how sometimes you just like to be alone with your thoughts? I think I'll do that till I go to bed soon...besides, I've got to get up early tomorrow to go running, and off to school. Nite.
Hey, nowhere on the site does it guarantee quality posts=)
10/7/2002 03:53:39 AM
