Hey guys, I'm not dead....or incapacitated in anyway=) Hmm....2 factors for not posting....coming home late....which, isn't really a factor at all, since I usually blog at the buttcrack of dawn anyhow. So that leaves ONE factor....namely...THIEF 2. hehe...yeah dude, when I get home, I throw down the bag and pop that sucker right on...and I'm playing till like 3:30am...then I roll onto the ground(which doubles as my bed), and decide to "just lay down for a couple mins." Next thing I know, its morning/noonish the next day...I'm looking up at the ceiling, and my room light is blinding me because since I only planned to "lay down for a couple minutes", I neglected to turn it off the night before. Needless to say, my premonitions were correct. This game has "farked" up my whole schedule...
But HARK! Good news on the horizon! Sound the horns! *horns play* The news? "I HAVE ALMOST BEATEN THE GAME". *....* Nono...listen, its good news, really. Once the game is done, I can have my life back....*...*...AGAIN. *....* Cheer. *YAY!!* HA! THats what I'm talkin' about baby...I'll be productive again.
Well, the semester is winding down to a close...only 2 more weeks left...so those final project due dates are getting closer and closer. I'm just trying to sort things out, and make sure I'm not pulling any unnecessary all-nighters or anything. My registration for summer and fall classes is finally all taken care of...so I've just got to focus on school work....and....beating that damned game...=)
5/4/2001 11:15:23 PM
Tuesday, May 01, 2001
I really should get to bed soon...but damn, I haven't even had my ice cream float for the night...nyeheh.
I think everyone is catching on to "buttkisser". Yep, the one in my class...I've spoke of him before...mayhaps you guys remember? Well, at this point, I think our instructors have grown to...dislike is a strong word....hmm...well, they're on to his game...and they...uh...encourage him to keep his mouth shut while they're teaching, by either cutting him off, or just giving him looks....heheh. Am I just an A-hole for reveling in his misfortune? HELL NO! Look, like I said before, he can do all the butthugging he wants to, he can ask all the questions and polish the instructor's ass to a nice shiny buff with his lips...he can do ALL of that...ON HIS OWN TIME. WHILE in class, I want to get the most I can out of it...this means that I DON'T want to hear about what he thinks he knows...thats all. Its that simple. I don't really have anything personally against this guy...I'm pretty sure he's just insecure, and has a big mouth to compensate...and while I wouldn't invite him over for coffee and crumpets, I'd help him out if he had a question. So...the world is a little wiser, now that it's caught on to "buttkisser's" game.
Almost brings a tear to mine eye...looky here....he's finally got a new *ahem...temporary* layout! And if that doesn't sell ya, he's got a picture of his sexay-ass self...heh. Hot steamy e-mails can be sent to Jeremy, care of GBM dash net, dot com.
Ever wonder who's behind all those crazy shananigans over at "No One To Blame"? Well, mozy on over there and take a gander at his new Profile page. "I think I saw him with Elvis once," HAhaaha...how witty...heheh...I love that.....haha...uh...wait a minute, I said that??
Yesterday, after I posted my blog for the day, I had a long, involved chat with my brother man Jerome. I guess it started out as me just venting...on nothing really in particular. But with a little coaxing, I was actually just unloading the thoughts that had been making me unhappy over the last few months. Its amazing what simply talking about something can do...I was never really able to put my finger on what was bugging me...but by conversing with someone else, it just came out. Basically, it came down to this....there have been several events and realizations during this semester that have caused me to falter in my trademark optimism...and it was really killin' me man. Before, I could rationalize things so that there would always be good in every situation...so that everything does happen for the better. But nowadays, I found that harder and harder to do...thus, my moody, withdrawn behavior. That optimism is what got me through thick and thin, and I worked hard for it...and now I felt some of that slipping away, due to those occurances and realizations...and it was eating me up. But good ol' Jerome helped me in the right direction...I've just got to re-think things, and resolve these issues...and my ideals will be the stronger for it...so I'm slowly working toward that.
Aiy, its too late for a spider tonite, I'll leave it till tomorrow...maybe in the morning...imagine this...rolling out of bed around noonish...lazily rubbing the eye boogers out. Have a nice big yawn and stretch those arms WAAAaay out...then saunter into the kitchen and fix yourself an ice cream float. Muhahah...That would be grand=P
5/1/2001 03:49:27 AM
Sunday, April 29, 2001
Well, I'm back....smell me, go ahead...*huh?* Nono...go ahead, its safe....*uhh* Go on....take a big whiff.....*SNIFFF* HA! Smell that? Thats good, TIDE freshness for ya. Dig it? I knew you would..=P
I've got this feeling that I want to work on a piece....like a side thing for myself. But I'm just not sure as to what......hmm...you ever get that feeling? I'm glad that I have some sort of outlet for these feelings...just imagining how it would be like to feel like this, and not knowing exactly how to go about it....it'd kill me man!=)
I really should be working on my animation final, but I think I'll just kinda brainstorm tonite on what I wanna do for that side piece...damn near impossible to hold me back once I get my mind set to do something.=)
4/29/2001 09:49:30 PM
Well, I was feelin' kinda "blah"....but I read my bruvaman Chris's thoughts on Spring, and hey....things ARE kinda nice...full of opportunity. Thanx Chris....I like that baby, I like that alot.
I'm about to head off to do my laundry...as I heard it suggested to me before, I should just buy enough undershirts and underwear for 2 weeks(socks can be reused...BWHahah)....hmm....*contemplating*
Along comes my sketch book, and we're gonna have a good ol' time, along with a few tunes. I'll be back with sunshine-fresh clothes in about an hour and a half.
4/29/2001 06:39:12 PM
I really gotta stop these "stay up till-5am-sleep over on couch-wake up next afternoon at 3-go out to eat with same people again" crap...I feel like I wasted the whole day. Starting next weekend.
4/29/2001 05:11:10 PM
